Hello October!

October brings crisp fall days, boots, pumpkin spice lattes, big sweaters, apple picking, hay rides, and thoughts of Adrienne..

This morning started off with thinking about one of the toughest, bravest warriors and her mother, Adrienne and Alison.  Adrienne survived with HL for over thirteen years, and is probably one of the primary reasons why I, and so many other warriors are alive today.  She showed us it was possible to live with this disease as a chronic illness and still achieve your life goals.  Today marks three years since Adrienne's passing, and her presence continues to impact my life and my ability to continue this lifestyle -- just as she did.  So, today we remember Adrienne and also send love to her entire family, especially her mother Alison, who has shares/d invaluable experiences and information to help other cancer patients in this journey. Today, we remember Adrienne.

Without Adrienne and Alison, I wouldn't have met with Dr. O'connor today -- the man and my oncology team that has kept me alive for almost six years with this illness.  It felt almost fitting that Dr. O, Ellen, and I of all days, were within the same four walls.

This meeting/check-up consisted of discussing these rare and intense side effects that have mostly subsided since decreasing my dose of Revlimid from 20mgs to 10mgs.  At this point on the 10mgs I am left with the following:

Revlimid side effect (10mgs)s:

• Neuropathy.  We are treating this with Cymbalta.  At this point I am completely numb in my toes, the padding of my feet, as well as the tips of my fingers.  In addition to Cymbalta I will also be researching Acupressurists in the Bucks County area.  

• Pain levels.  My body-pain/aches have definitely decreased.  Instead of being at a seven on a one through ten scale, I'm now around a three.  Unfortunately still in pain, but better than before.  Taking IBprofin everyday is taking the edge away.  In addition, I have shooting pain about 5-6 hours after taking a dose of Revlimid within my upper chest (the reason for my hospitalization last week when we thought it was a blood clot), and when I take a very deep breath.  

         O'conner's hypothesis is that this is tumor lysis syndrome, a break down of cancer cells dying that  
         can cause intense pain where the tumors are located.  If this is a correct diagnosis than the pain
         will decrease over time as the tumor cells begin to die off, since there will not be a large disease
         burden.

• Hair thinning, I'm losing very few strands a day, but still when I wash my hair, I am losing hair.  Mentally this is never a positive thing for someone who's lost their hair several times, but I'm trying not to focus on it at the moment. 

My team and I have decided I will continue on the 10 mgs of Revlimid indefinitely if I can tolerate the pain and neuropathy or they subside over time.  In addition, I scheduled a port surgery to replace my old portacatch with a new power portacath so my tender arms never have to be touched again for  imaging/scans! Although it's never fun to get surgery, I am super excited to not have to endure anymore needle sticks, hours of waiting for a nurse to access a viable vein, or the bruising that comes from missing my veins time after time.  

This new port, we will be able to use for all of my scans, blood work, and anything else that needs a vein access.  Some twenty-eight year olds get a new car and are excited, I'm off to receive a new port-a-cath, and I seriously can't wait. Other positive news to relay is that I am back up to 122 pounds.  I thank everyone who sent over or dropped off food as it obviously stuck, and I am almost back to my normal weight, all good things! 

Lastly, if you would like to financially help in anyway, you live in the Bucks County/Philadelphia area and you would like to book a family, engagement or budoir professional photo shoot, my good and dear friend, Ms. Jillian Bauer, is running a special now through December 31st.  Please check her out as part of the proceeds are a contribution towards my medical/treatment costs.  Please click here for more details. 

Here's to October, the crispness of fall, and Adrienne.

Sending Love,

B!