Grateful. for. the. fam.

These are my ten younger cousins, my grandparents on my mother's side, and my pup, Lily.  These last few weeks, I can't even tell you how grateful I am for my family -- the Furey's and Rosan's.  They have supported me, emotionally, physically, financially, mentally, moving-wise, and in other areas you can think of. They truly lift me up, when I am down.

So! Decisions have been made. And although, it may not have been 100% what I have wanted to do if I was healthy, this is a good compromise, and I am at peace and happy with my future plans.

I've finally decided to move closer to home, near this beautiful family, and lots of old friends, and leave Boston for the time period.  I have decided to transfer programs to a PA school here, close by, and continue my Masters in Counseling Psych (focus in children/teens), and move into my own place in good old Doylestown. Here, I'll finish my degree in another year or two and then see where the wind blows me. Originally, this was a very hard pill to swallow. My love for Boston will never burn out; however, a lot has changed over the last few months, and I know, this is the right move for the time being.

I have the support of my family around the corner, good, old friends that have been wonderful to me here, and I am much, much, closer to treatment.   Although, I don't want to admit it, its been really nice, being able to lean on others, when needed during these months.  And though I know I could have gone back to Boston and run myself into the ground for the third time :) I think I would rather take things a bit slower, here in Doylestown. Be near family.  Enjoy things.  Pace myself... and get stronger.  And that's much easier to do when you have your family right around the corner.

So game plan for life:  Transfer from Lesley University to Chestnut Hill College, find an apartment (which will happen HOPEFULLY any day now), YOGA, and smile more.

Game plan for cancer: Enjoy these next two weeks. PET/CT Scan on the June 16th. Prepare for the worst (that SGN-35 is still not working, and we hop on to a new treatment), and hope for the best (stable disease, so we can continue this treatment). We'll see which way it goes.

So, here's to game plans :) and being happy that I have some, once again.

'you will find peace within yourself, once you've found all the pieces....'

Sending Love,
B!