Be ignited..

Be ignited or be gone...
- Mary Oliver

There's nothing more enjoyable, then sharing good news with all of you... so, I thought it would be nice to take a break from cancer, and share some good news, in my personal life.

As some of you know, last year I was accepted into Lesley College - School of Education. Thinking I would definitely be returning to full time teaching. However, because of this 'chronic' cancer, and needing more flexibility, and also, seeing as my goals have shifted a bit. I realized, that I needed to sharpen my focus. I absolutely love teaching. It's a passion of mine that will never die. But, if you've seen me in the classroom. You can see the social work blood in me, as well. The family life of a child, and their development, has always held more priority than any academics.

Therefore, I decided I wanted to change my Master's Degree. Except, it was in a completely different department, and deciding at this point, I wasn't absolutely sure I would get in.

So, I have been keeping something, very close to my heart. Very quite as of late. These days I really don't like to get my hopes up too high. So, for the last three weeks I have been jumping through some hoops -- taking some tests, writing essays, and having interviews. Since the program is so small. But, alas! I received a call Monday morning, and they've decided to accept me, into this program.

Instead of a degree in Literacy in Elementary Education, I am beginning a program with Counseling & Psyche, called 'adjustment counseling' with a specialization in elementary education. Basically, Boston Public is beginning to put counselors in their schools, to help aid with students behaviors, family situations, disabilities, ect. By graduation, I will receive my licensure with the DOE (department of education, to counsel in schools), and my mental health license, to practice privately -- if I wish, at some point in the future.

Lesley University is, an amazing school. And on top of classes, I will get TWO year round internships. My first, will start in the fall at a clinical site, and second the following fall at an elementary school. I begin the program this spring, and will walk by May of 2011. To say that I am excited would be an understatement.

A part of me, when I was told that I relapsed after transplant, knew my days of teaching, on my feet, for 6-7 hours a day were over. But, I do believe this program will allow me to continue to treat my disease, when needed. And fulfill, my love and passion for working in Boston Public with kids.

Even though, this may not appear to be HUGE news to anyone else. These small victories, in which I do put my heart on the line, to attempt to keep going, to attempt to fulfill my goals and passions, makes the fight worth fighting.

Let's hear it for small victories, that make me smile. oh. so. wide.



Sending Love,

B